100 questions, for anon,

1 - Who was the last person you texted?

Daniell :D

2 - When is your birthday?

Oct 29

3 - Who do you want to be with right now?

LOL someone that i’m not willing to share

4 - What sports do you play?

dancing, is that a sport?

5 - Who is the first person in your contacts?

@superezra

6 - What is your favorite song as of the moment?

Don’t really have one

7 - If you were stranded on an island, who do you wish to be with?

Doraemon

8 - What do you feel right now?

Tiredness, excitement, feeling like i should do something, explore 

9 - What chocolate is your favorite?

dairy chocolate

10 - How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have?

3 boyfriends

11 - Why did you create a Tumblr account?

cus my friends were using it and i was like EY THAT LOOKS COOL

12 - Who is your favorite blogger?

Dont really have one

13 - Where do you want to be right now?

Home, where i am right now

14 - What do you want to be in the future?

Graphic designer 

15 - When was the last time you cried? Why?

two months ago when i broke up with stephen

16 - Are you happy?

Yes, indeed

17 - Who do you miss?

that goddamn person, but im seeing him soon

18 - If you were given a chance, would you like to have a different life?

No , I love my life as it is

19 - What was the best thing you were given?

this life. 

20 - Who was the last person who called you?

my tumblr hubby @gengaraethestics :D

21 - What is your favorite dish?

I LOVE FOOD, IN GENERAL, ALL KINDS OF FOOD

22 - Who is your bestfriend?

avril, and joey

23 - What is your biggest regret?

No regrets. 

24 - Have you ever cheated on your partner?

nope

25 - Who do you spend crazy moments with?

depends on what sorts of ‘crazy moments’

26 - Name someone pretty.

@josephinecouture 

27 - Who was the last person you hugged?

my mum

28 - What kind of music do you listen to?

house, party, mainstream, rnb

29 - Are you over your past?

No, I’m not over them. I’ve learnt from them, but I’m not over them.

30 - Who is the last person in your contacts?

Georgia song

31 - What kind of person do you want to date?

a person that accepts my weird personality, accepts my flaws and encourages, supports my choices. 

32 - Do you have troubles sleeping at night?

sometimes, like right now

33 - From whom was the last text message you received?

34 - What do you prefer, jeans or skirt?

shorts 

35 - How’s your heart?

Good as ever

36 - Did you ever have a girlfriend/boyfriend whose name starts with a “J”?

No, I have been in this seeing relationship with a boy called Jack though. 

37 - Do you like someone as of the moment?

do i? idk 

38 - What would you want to say to your latest ex-boyfriend/ex-girlfriend?

Fuck youuuuuuu

LOL nah. I don’t know, I’m over and done with you, i dont wanna see/hear your friends, I don’t wanna even go to clayton anymore. 

39 - Do you have any phobias?

darkness

40 - Did you try to change for a person?

never. that shit is stupid. gets you nowhere

41 - What’s the nicest thing have you given to someone?

I gave Avril a doggie cushion that dad bought me when I was 8, it was my first and pretty much last birthday gift from my childhood, so it always stayed with me. but she was weak at that time and I couldn’t have always been with her, so I gave her the toy that meant the most to me.  

42 - Would you go back to your previous relationship?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. 

43 - Are you in a good or bad mood?

happy cus i get to see someone later, not happy because i’ve been dealing with shit lately

44 - Name someone you can’t live without.

My mother.

45 - Describe your dream date.

shitloads of asian snacks, sweatpants, couch, no makeup, no hair done, cuddly blankets and pillows, comedy movies, or movies can just be a background and we do what we do ;) 

46 - Describe your dream wedding.

surrounded with white victorian buildings, filled with flowers, all kinds of flowers, balloons, and my man putting that ring on my finger. that’s all I ask for. 

47 - How many roses did you receive last Valentine’s?

10 from mummy <3

48 - Have you ever been kissed?

yes.

49 - How long is your longest relationship?

a year and two months.

50 - Do you regret your past?

no regrets bruh

51 - Can you do something stupid for someone else?

fuck that. 

52 - Have you ever cried over someone?

used to, not anymore tho

53 - Do you have a grudge against anyone?

hardly ever

54 - Are you a crybaby?

No

55 - Do people praise you for your looks?

they do, but there are lot of people bagging my looks as well, but meh doesnt bother me

56 - Did you fall for someone you shouldn’t?

i have, before. 

57 - Have you ever done something bad but you don’t regret?

yeah LOL

58 - Do you like getting hurt?

no, I don’t like getting hurt, even though I see it as a chance to grow stronger and mature, in preparation for bigger and scarier storms & clouds ahead.

59 - Does anyone hate you?

I think so, doesnt bother me

60 - Did you slap anyone whose name starts with an “R”?

no.. i’ve never slapped anyone before. I wouldn’t either, that’s a bitch move.

61 - What hair color do you prefer?

my hair right now, brown to blonde

62 - If you can change anything about yourself, what is it?

that i was more perfect.

63 - Do you love someone as of the moment?

can’t say love. I love my parents tho

64 - Have you ever thought of killing yourself?

two years ago yes

65 - Do you have issues with somebody in your school?

I did, not anymore

66 - Can you live without internet?

NO….

67 - What’s the song that remind you of your special someone?

Lullaby - lateeya

68 - Are you good at holding back your tears?

Too good i dont even need to act anymore

69 - Are you a crybaby?

answered already, no.

70 - Have you ever experienced being hysterical?

not really

71 - Are you a KPOP fan?

YES

72 - Do you study hard?

no, i do what i need to do to get a A or a B then i cbf

73 - Have you ever sacrificed something important to you for someone you love?

yes.

74 - Did you ever had a kiss under the moonlight?

yes

75 - Have you ever ridden a boat?

yes

76 - Did you have an accident last year?

yes

77 - What kind of person are you?

frankly I’m a weird person, i’m vain, judgemental, straightfoward, lazy, mean, but then again, if i like you I can be nice, cute, talkative and all. it depends on what are you to me. 

78 - Have you ever thought of killing someone?

yes, actually. not hating someone so much i wanna kill them, just the idea of killing someone

79 - Have you ever been jealous?

no, that’s wasting my own effort on something pointless

80 - How can you prove your love to someone?

When I actually can be bothered going out of my way to do something for them

81 - What are you thinking right now?

cant sleep aldkfjadskfj

82 - Who is the 6th person in your contacts?

@benieegee LOL

83 - Do you have any memories you want to erase?

no

84 - Have you been hurt so bad that you can’t find words to explain how you feel?

yep, 

85 - Did you ever badmouth someone?

who hasnt?

86 - Have you ever had an argument with someone?

yep

87 - Do you have trust issues?

yes, really bad ones as well

88 - Are you broken-hearted?

I could call myself almost heartless, but then I still have things i’m holding on to and willing to fight for, so no, im not brokenhearted, this heart is alive , even though barely beating

89 - Who’s the person who first comes to your mind when someone mentions “love”?

no one

90 - Do you think all the pain is worth it?

yes

91 - Do you believe in the phrase “If it’s meant to be, it will be”?

no, people change things, things change circumstances, fate is one puzzle after another, putting everything together . You decide your own fate, not some ‘meant to be’ shit

92 - Who do you want to marry?

zayn malik

93 - Do you believe in destiny?

no, not really

94 - Have you ever thought “I already found my soulmate”?

yeah and i realised that was such a dumb thought and i had a real good laugh at myself then I never thought of it again

95 - How do you look right now?

really shit

96 - Do you believe that first true love never dies?

no

97 - Have you found your true love?

psht, no.

98 - What should you be doing right now?

sleeping

99 - Name one of your ex-boyfriends/ex-girlfriends.

stephen guan, yosh shiek

100 - Did you ever feel like you’re not good enough?

yeah, i know im good, but not good enough.